I have been a pillar of the community for over ten years now.
Not once, as a History teacher or as the high school girls basketball coach, have I ever been so tempted, in all my life.
I don't know what it is?
I don't know why I can't get it out of my head.
I have a wife of 15 years.
I have two boys, ages 14 and 11.
I have a home, fine clothes, a nice car, and a good job at the school.
Do I really want to risk it all for a lust I cannot control?
Who do I talk to?
If I say anything to anyone, I could lose my job as the girls coach and as a teacher.
When I took the job, I was warned.
Hands off.
Don't even think of flirting with the idea.
But how can I not have desires?
If I give into my temptation, won't my career and family life be over?
Risk it all, everything I have worked for, for a moment of pleasure?
But maybe I can make that pleasure last?
Maybe I could make it work somehow?
There are other places I can work, if need be.
My wife will divorce me, of course, taking the kids, the house, probably the car, everything!
But, I don't care.
I need it.
Deep down inside me, I have a lust I cannot hide any longer.
I must have it!
"Ryan," says a commanding voice. "Are you going to order or what? You are holding up the line."
"I will have a cup of coffee and a box of donuts," I tell the proprietor.
"Ryan, your wife has been in here asking me not to serve you anymore. She says you are eating your way into an early grave. What am I going to say to her?"
"Tell her, that you make the best donuts in the world and I am addicted to them!"
This is,
What Did You Think I Was Talking About?
Everyone Is Addicted To Coffee
And Donuts!
Jim Hauenstein,
And,
“I'll share my life with you. But, not my doughnuts.”
- Crystal Woods, -
- Crystal Woods, -
That is my story and I am sticking to it!
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