Always Believing

When my eldest daughter was almost four years old she used to talk to her biological father,
even though he had passed away a couple of years earlier.
(His Ghost.)

When she would start talking to him,
her

Aunts,

Uncles,

and

Cousins

would stay away from her.

Being

Pacific-Islanders,

they still believed in the so-called superstitions which have been passed down from

Generation to Generation

even after four hundred years of being predominately

Catholic Society.

One
Aunt

told me that my daughter was being possessed!

I,

on the other hand,

thought it was fascinating.

I was the only person in the family that would go up to her

and ask her things like,

"What are you doing?"

She would tell me,

"I am talking to my Daddy."

and point out where her biological father was sitting.

I remember telling her,

that she should tell her father,

that I was going to take care of her now

and that I would do the best job that I could.

She told me,

"He knows."

This wonderful relationship she had with him did not last very long,

as her
Mother

and our two oldest
Sons

kept telling her to stop talking to him.

So eventually,

she did.

I know,

non-believers will tell you it was just the imagination of a little girl.

I can understand this,
but I also can understand the need to believe our
Life Force
goes on after death. 

When I was little,

I had an imaginary friend called
Jason,
and I would talk to him all the time when I was lonely.

But I was scared to let anyone know about him in case they would laugh at me

and I would feel foolish.

Yet,

to this day,

even though I am not a practicing religious man,

I try to pray everyday

or every night to thank my

  Spiritual Lord

for all that he has given me,

all that he is giving me,

and all that he will give me.

Then I talk to the people in my life who have passed away.

I tell them that I still love them,

that I miss them,

and I'll thank them for watching over myself

and my family.
In my mind, 

my loved ones who have gone before me,
are my
Guardian Angles.
Just like my daughter's first
Dad
is hers.

If it wasn't for those people,
who I believe still watch over me,
and for my belief in a

Higher Power,

I don't know what would have happened to me in life.
I've been very fortunate
and very lucky.
But I know one thing for sure,

I would never have had the chance to raise

Seven Beautiful Children

whom I love dearly,
if somebody up there wasn't watching over me!

This is,

Even Though I Can't See Spirits Doesn't Mean They Don't Exist,

Deep Down We Are All Made Of The Same Stuff,
Which Is Energy,
Jim Hauenstein,

And,

“Energy cannot be created or destroyed, it can only be changed from one form

to another.”

- Albert Einstein -

That is my story and I am sticking to it!

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